Life
has its own way of turning against you when everything seems to be SUPPOSEDLY
going well. Things just happened. Awfully.
My
grandaunt passed away the next day after I posted about her in the last blog
post, thanks to everybody praying that she won’t wake up anymore. A lot of
conspiracy underneath, but let’s just cut short here. While managing her
funeral, relatives see our family as “unwelcomed strangers”, and erm ya we kids
just have to endure their stares until the whole thing’s over.
I’ve
been suffering from flu since 9th July till now, and haven’t improve
a bit. Constantly on drugs make me feel dizzy and sleepy all day, what more I
have to work. Working as a kindergarten teacher gives me the nightmares: I just
can’t bear to have more than 10 kids calling at me simultaneously non-stop.
Lately I bring their voices into my dreams and GOD DAMMIT! I can’t even have a
good night’s sleep.
Still
wondering if I should quit the job or not. The kids in the centre have been the
main source of my flu virus, the environment is quite stuffy, and our young
generation in this centre are viscous and unbearable (Did a handful of part-time
jobs till now, I have never seen kids so naughty). I admit I do not have the
energy to handle them. *sigh
Let’s
see if I managed to stay put till the end of this month. I’ve promised to work
till sem reopens, I am not the one that break promises, but seeing my health
condition… Let’s just wait for a few days. And if my flu gets worse, I would
have to say Sorry and bye-bye to my dear boss.
When will my misfortunes end?
