Days in Ipoh have been overwhelmed by two major emotions: frustration and laziness. Well when I am in good mood I read in bits and pieces and constructed what I need for my thesis in my mind; when I am lazy I played mobile games like hell; when I am frustrated.... I played mobile games like HELL. Hahaha well that's it.
Not much events happening though, except that it's near Christmas and New Year, so everyone is busying shopping for new clothes. I simply have no motivation to shop. The thing is, finding clothes that are available on the market that are suitable to be worn to SCHOOL is pure difficult. The designs and cuttings with the intention to expose women's desirable body parts are not deem to be fit for my workplace. So that makes me some old aunties wearing the few same suits to school. Nevermind, who to attract anyway? My colleagues are mostly married aunties and my students are GURLSSS.
Should this be counted as laziness? As days pass by I am lazier, where goes my motivation~
As my writing style is mostly based on dissing people, so let me write longer next time if I have any dissing to do. So far not yet. I am sure when school reopens I will have a hell lot to complain.
Till then/
Muaks/
Heyyyy! I find myself sleazing off during the holidays too! Nevermind the impending feeling of unease when it comes to not having a job and telling that to my relatives when they ask, I keep pushing this off and procrastinating. So, you are not alone😂. On the other hand, i don't feel pressured trying to identify the perfect outfit for CNY anymore but rather, I shop for clothes that I'm sure I will don multiple times even after the festive occassion. I do admit that I find myself less interested in shopping too, probably because it is tiring and a chore to find the ideal cut and design. I still browse clothes online though. Anyway, I hope that you will be able to solve your problems soon!
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