Relationship Management ... Again

There were quite a few times that I took down what I had posted on my blog. I still remember what I had written, but I no longer want to remember them, nor to bring them back as topic of conversation. But what happens recently is tiring me out. And no matter how much I probe into the matter, trying to seek a solution to it, it does not help.  

Being around people is all about relationship. This is also probably a post that I would take it down suddenly. The matter, concerns my friends. These two have been on a cold war since last Thursday. I tried to make them reconcile, but the problem is, there is no one willing to be the one who apologise first. Is pride that expensive until you can't bring yourself to say sorry in front of your friend? The matter is very small and the reasons both parties have given are childish. Can't you two just  settle it between you and not drag all of us into it?

See why I'd probably take this down? I bet my friends are reading this. Worse still there are haters reading this, wishing that my friends would never reconcile and our relationship would become from worse to worst. It's too mind bugging, to be constantly at each others' presence but to act hostile towards each other. I want to act like there's nothing wrong, but I am better to know that ignorance makes illness worse.

Now, what should I do? Can't you girls forgive each other already? 

Because when it comes to one point that one of us give up the friendship, there won't be a valid relationship anymore. Do you want that to happen? Please, it doesn't matter who is the right one. It matters who is the keeper of the relationship. 

It's your friendship. Keep it.

Respect

Been sleep deprived for one whole week and did not have time to recover from it. It hit its highest peak last night, with my mind frozen and my emotion unstable when the event was running. The situation could be saved, if it was not for the ill-management of the committee. Maybe I should not be in an organisation which did not understand the meaning of respect. 

I have been in one during my first year in uni, and I have posted an account of it. Of course I deleted the post due to pressure, and yup I think I made quite the amount of haters out there. Now I find myself in the same boat again, only to realise too late that it is also under the influence of the same particular organisation that I have mentioned formerly. They possess the same hard-rock head and despise criticism.

To say that I participate in events because of the mere marks are simply humiliating. Why couldn't I choose the easy way to gain marks?  I have never thought there existed human beings which disregard others professionalism. Then why did you ask for help and recruit us in the first place?

To look down upon us did not make things go better. If it was not for friendship, I would quit months ago, before it became such a nuisance. Lots of people love to give their orders directly to me, while I have only ONE superior to refer to. Those who claimed them as the "superiors" did not even tell me their identities before "consulting" or "demanding" requests from me. I would say that if it was not for protecting my friends, my temper would straight away high-five in their precious faces. 

The vices lie too deep within the society that I am in no position to correct it nor to improve it. They are stuck and fooled by their so-called "tradition", and there is no one bold and powerful enough to turn it over. For now, let's say that I have safely collected my remaining bits and succeeded escaping the war. Let's hope that next time I'll be lucky and manage to get myself in a society which know how to respect. That way I might preserve the lifetime of my liver.


Let's see how many haters I'd create by posting this. Peace.