Respect

Been sleep deprived for one whole week and did not have time to recover from it. It hit its highest peak last night, with my mind frozen and my emotion unstable when the event was running. The situation could be saved, if it was not for the ill-management of the committee. Maybe I should not be in an organisation which did not understand the meaning of respect. 

I have been in one during my first year in uni, and I have posted an account of it. Of course I deleted the post due to pressure, and yup I think I made quite the amount of haters out there. Now I find myself in the same boat again, only to realise too late that it is also under the influence of the same particular organisation that I have mentioned formerly. They possess the same hard-rock head and despise criticism.

To say that I participate in events because of the mere marks are simply humiliating. Why couldn't I choose the easy way to gain marks?  I have never thought there existed human beings which disregard others professionalism. Then why did you ask for help and recruit us in the first place?

To look down upon us did not make things go better. If it was not for friendship, I would quit months ago, before it became such a nuisance. Lots of people love to give their orders directly to me, while I have only ONE superior to refer to. Those who claimed them as the "superiors" did not even tell me their identities before "consulting" or "demanding" requests from me. I would say that if it was not for protecting my friends, my temper would straight away high-five in their precious faces. 

The vices lie too deep within the society that I am in no position to correct it nor to improve it. They are stuck and fooled by their so-called "tradition", and there is no one bold and powerful enough to turn it over. For now, let's say that I have safely collected my remaining bits and succeeded escaping the war. Let's hope that next time I'll be lucky and manage to get myself in a society which know how to respect. That way I might preserve the lifetime of my liver.


Let's see how many haters I'd create by posting this. Peace.